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his is my fourth post and as this time rolls around things are starting to look up for me I'm less depressed, and more out going than I was the past few weeks because of that girl trouble. but now things have moved on and sometimes for the better. I have not given up the fight to win her heart back and that will never change, but what I have to do right now is focus on myself and getting my weight down, because I just went to the doctor and I got some alarming news. my blood pressure is 183/112 in most cases they say I should be right about due for a stroke, and with me at 17 years old that doesn't sound good at all. I have my whole life ahead of me, and to get that it could all just go away. when my Blood pressure was taken I maxed out at 265 pounds. After about a week and a half of eating right and exercising I have gotten down to 257, but im not stopping there I have a long way to go. I need to get down to at least 200 pound to be healthy again. that was my big wake up call that I need to start taking care of myself better, which I plan to do.

 it also showed me who really cared about me.When I told them the news and surprise surprise it was that beautiful girl that I'm fighting to get back in my life who cared the most, being friends I guess that's a good thing because it shows how true friends can be. Just like the one that's sitting next to me as a write this out for you guys I consider him to be like a brother to me, we have held each others back through think and thin and that what makes a true friend. I'm grateful to have those friends, but truthfully I think I'll only have a few friends my life and I don't really care those few friends are what mean the most to me, because they will stand by me when times are hard, and help me get through it like i will for them. That's what means the most to me so thank you guys for having my back when no one else would.\

(and yes Mrs mo this paper is over 300 words its 400 to be exact)