why ill never give up hope

I'm here to post a bunch of random shit about me and my life and what things I do and how to get through life in general.

That's my intro time to get to my post. life sucks but the only way to get through it is to grab it by the horns and take as much in as you can before it runs your ass over. not only does life fuck you over sometimes but girls can do the same, 

after so much you have been through and how hard you try nothing will be enough to make things right. for some girls your hardest Isn't enough they want more than that so in turn they break you heart. 

Now I'm not saying I'm a saint I did a lot of bad shit to get what I deserved but honestly after living and learning from my mistakes I think I'm ready to be in the right place again.

 I'll work on what I need to so thing can work out how I think that idea is strange because I honestly thought it to be true. 

Now that everything is said and done with I find it hard to move on, at all I'm stuck in one spot because I just cant move on because I'm still in love she may not be and I know she will be reading this at some point but honestly I think she is still the one for me and it will be hard to move on I may never do it honestly but what I do know is that I would wait forever to see that beautiful, amazing,sweet,funny,and just all around wonderful girl in my arms again, 

with all of that said I know I got a lot to work on to make that happen again and I plan to do it. so guys here's a good tip treat your girls right or the ones that you thought were meant to be for you will end up leaving you in the dust without a look back, although

 I was lucky enough to get a friend out of the one I lost there aren't many like that out there once there gone there gone and you'll never get her back.